A world begins where the road ends

Saí. Mais uma vez. Precisava de o fazer.
Aquela casa é cada vez menos a minha casa.
Não sou de lado nenhum.
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today words arent good enough to explain.
i guess i never saw this coming.
fuck.
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everything has changed

once again it's weird being back.
feels like everything has changed...or i've changed, i don't know.
2 months and 1 week...isn't that long.
i love the idea of coming back but the feeling is not that great.


estou de volta e ainda assim com saudades.
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to build...

yesterday i had a proposal that can change my life. it’s exciting and frustrating at the same time. i guess that the timing of everything that has been happening lately it’s far from perfect. 

now it’s time to think, to measure out everything...

if it had happened a few months ago maybe i would have decided right away…today it’s not that easy.

what’s holding me back?...i’m not even sure. 

there's way to many things to think about when you're making a life changing decision..

being away from home doesn't help either.

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