my heart

hoje dói estar longe.
porquê?
because i'm far from my heart.
not being able to see, to care, hug or even just being around the ones i love it's really starting to get to me.
maybe today is just one of those days that i'm really stupid and completely anti-social (and probably not the best day to write in here)...but this is just how it feels today.

i worry. like i said once:  that's want i do...
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[edit: yeah, just wasted one of my favorite songs of all time in this stupid post...awesome]

long distance call

closer to the edge

heyy!

so...i've got big updates to make...haven't got time between Lapland and my Europe trip.. i was too exausted.

well well....for now i can update about LAPLAND! 

it was soooooo good! i went to the snow castle in Kemi (couldn't sleep in those rooms for sure! my feet would freeze!), saw mr. Santa Claus (and told him not to forget my gifts this year!), went on a huskie safari, saw some wild reindeers while doing a orientation course, built a quince (something like a iglo), made fire in the snow,  tried to ice fish...not very sucessfully...(couldn't even drill the fuckin' hole!), went cross-country skiing (5km at 8am - almost died), went sauna AND ice swimming every night! ...went to swim in the Artic Ocean = AMAZING! (no sauna before OR after!!), rode some reindeers (and also ate some reindeer! xD), looked for the Northern Lights every single night...but i realized that's all some shit that the finns invented! ahahah! couldn't see them, unfortunatly...; went to a bbq aka sausage party in the tiki cabin (our guide Naency was always saying 'sausage party' in the bus speakers...and didn't realized that there were some naughty minds laughing the whole time, repeated it over and over! xD) ...and probably one of the best things about the trip..met some really nice people! my team! the FROSTIES!! they're awesome. Mika - 'mr Frosty', the crazy wig guy from Poland, Bini - a german speaking person..from Austria and Nathalie - my 'Gernnish' girl (half german, half finnish xD). i had a really great time with them...miss them so much already. they were the first erasmus students i've becomed friends with...here in Lohja there's nobody else besides me, Inês and Filipa.. which sucks.

well, i could keep on writing stuff about Lappi...maybe some other time...

it was trully awesome. i would go back anytime.

now?!

SURE! let's go!

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